No, I don’t think I will, thank you very much.

[11:32]  Princess PeePee: hi honey
[11:32]  Velicia Llewellyn: Hello
[11:32]  Princess PeePee: have u drank your own piss yet rl for a misstress ?
[11:33]  Velicia Llewellyn: Nope. Not into that sort of play, honestly.
[11:33]  Princess PeePee: you will do it
[11:33]  Princess PeePee: and like it
[11:34]  Velicia Llewellyn: Uhm, no, I won’t. That’s not my kink hon.
[11:35]  Princess PeePee: it wasnt mine too til i did it
[11:35]  Velicia Llewellyn: Mhm?
[11:36]  Princess PeePee: we all submit to it
[11:37]  Princess PeePee: thats what makes us sub
[11:38]  Velicia Llewellyn: There are many aspects of submission. That’s just one facet of a diverse spectrum.
[11:39]  Princess PeePee: i can almost guarentee that u’ll meet a misstress that makes u drink ur own piss rl
[11:40]  Velicia Llewellyn: Oh really?
[11:42]  Princess PeePee: yes
[11:43]  Princess PeePee: does it shock you that you will do it ?
[11:45]  Velicia Llewellyn: Should it shock me?
[11:45]  Princess PeePee: it may shock you that u will love it
[11:46]  Velicia Llewellyn: It might. If it happens.
[11:46]  Princess PeePee: u mean when
[11:46]  Velicia Llewellyn: I’m pretty sure I mean if, but if you insist…
[11:48]  Princess PeePee: you should pick out a glass so ur ready that has no chips so it is suitable to piss in
[11:48]  Velicia Llewellyn: lol

Ok, seriously, when will people get over the fact that their particular kink isn’t the end all-be all of BDSM? Unless she was just fucking with me.

Name changed to protect the dignity of a certain individual.

 

So, just who is Lily, anyway?

Lily contemplates her existance next to the beach fire.

Ever since I logged onto both Vel and Lily at once, I’ve been wondering where Lily fits into my online persona which, until this point, has mostly focused on Vel. Vel, as you all have come to know and love, is a snarky, sexy, rather silly Neko, with a heavy penchant for bondage. She can domme pretty well in a session, but after having a few D/s relationships where she was the D fall apart, she’s decided that really isn’t for her. She’s generally intersted in heavy bondage, ponyplay, loves gags and armbinders, as well as leather and steel (not to the exlusion of rope, though), and loves really being stuck in bondage. (thus a real love for the Restrained Life viewer.) She loves the friends she’s made in SL, and considers them some of the most precious thing she has, real life included.

Who is Lily? What does she like?

Well, Vel’s general interests really mirror those of her human, so it would pretty well follow that Lily’s intersts would be very similar to Vel’s. However, Lily finds herself in an intersting spot; while Vel is often stuck in bondage somewhere, Lily isn’t, allowing her to run off and play when Vel can’t. Lily can also get herself stuck without worrying about keeping Vel from getting to Master. There have been a lot of things Vel has wanted to try that she hasn’t been able to, since she doesn’t want to be kept away from Master for too long. Thus, Lily’s intersts mirror Vel’s for a large degree, with the addition that she’s generally free to get herself stuck in situations Vel would be hesitant to get into.

What about personality though? While I’ve always thought of Lily as being a bit more “serious” than Vel, I’ve found that I really can’t quite pull that off. I enjoy banter, and snarking off, and Lily inherits that. Lily does feel a little more serious, but that might be because she doesn’t know as many people as Vel does. Both tend to need to get to know a group before they can open up properly, and Lily is generally around different people than Vel is.

So, I guess that really leads me to the conclusion that Lily is my play avatar. She allows Master to have a hectic, busy schedule and not worry about Vel going nuts in bondage. She’s also an outlet to experience things that are rather off limits for Vel.

One last note: If she’s not so different from Vel, why make her look so different?

Well, for one, being a Neko as somewhat of a curse within a blessing. I wouldn’t change that part of Vel’s identity for the world, but it is aweful nice to be able to wear earrings and belly pearcings again. Also, how many brunettes do you really see in SL? There are plenty of blonde bombshells, red-headed vixens, and raven-haired beauttes in Second Life, but not near enough representatives of a perfectly pretty hair color.

There’s another thing she inherited from Vel… ever seen Vel with anything other than red hair? Well, besides those wild pink hair styles she has? It’s just easier to settle on one color. I don’t have the money to buy every color of all the hairs I like. Lily does do one thing different than Vel though. Her hair tends to be shorter.

Thoughts?

=^.^= Velicia Llewellyn

 

A little game

Well, as I mentioned on a previous post on the Subbie Union site, It’s been a while since I’ve been able to do a lot of bondage stuff with Master. Sure, I can tie myself up easy enough in SL, but it’s just not the same (No motivation to actually stay tied up and not cheat out when it becomes inconvenient, for example). However, recently Master has been at least attempting to get on more often, and we’ve gotten so much more time together, which means I’ve been tied up more!

That brings me to last night. Master had told me in email earlier that he had a game in mind that involved being blindfolded, if I was in the mood for it. Since we generally don’t get a whole lot of time together I’m usually in the mood for anything, but past experience has shown that me not being in the mood for something can ruin an evening…

Now, I have a love/hate relationship with SL blindfolds (mostly hate). Firstly, I’m a very visual person. It really affects my enjoyment of a scene in SL if I can see what’s happening. Yes, we can emote it and I can use my imagination, but it’s not the same for me. (For the uninitiated, most serious SL blindfolds use a hud to cover up the screen and simulate a real blindfold.)

Second, unlike it’s real life counterpart, Second Life bondage play lacks the tactile element entirely. I can’t feel the leather and steel against my skin, so I really have to see it to get the full impact. (I don’t want a lot of real-life details to seep into this blog, but I will mention that I love blindfolds in real life. They really enhance the sense of helplessness and the feel of the restraints. Anyway…)
However, Master was on, and he had a game he wanted to play that involved a blindfold, so I went for it. That’s the best way to use a blindfold anyway, as part of a game, or to actively accentuate a scene, not just stuck on for the hell of it.

The game was this: I was to be shackled, arms in a U and hobbled, gagged, and blindfold set so that I could just barely see through. (Medium, for those familiar with Marine’s blindfold.) Then we would go to Bondage Ranch, which for those of you unfamiliar with it is almost always crowded. Master would run off and find a place to stand, and I would have to go find him. He would find a new spot every 3 minutes, and he would avoid the crowd; once I found him, I had to touch him and greet him as my Master. I had 30 minutes. If I lost, I would be locked up in Sables Bane helmet, naked, in a public place. If I won, he would take me out for a romantic night dancing, at a sim that’s a mockup of the TItanic. We’ve been once before, and we enjoyed it immensely.

Well, he got me set up at the ranch, then took off, and I after him. I immediately got worried, ’cause I could hardly see anything! I couldn’t even tell where any people were until I got right on top of them! The next day was my day off too, and I did not look forward to spending it in that helmet!

It was his moving every three minutes that did it. I might not be able to see much, but motion is so much easier to pick out than static objects, and I caught some movement a bit away from me and zeroed in on that. Turned out to be Master! I walked right up to him and said, “Memmo Mafmem!” (I was gagged, after all).

All in all, I took only ten minutes to find him. Afterward, he went and sat on a bench and hogtied me at his feet, which is a favorite of his. A fun night with Master, and now he owes me dancing! Yay!

Until next time,

- Vel

Crossposted on the Subbie Union.